This time we’re not giving up
Let’s make it last forever
Screaming “hallelujah”
We’ll make it last forever

Holding onto patience wearing thin
I can’t force these eyes to see the end
If only time flew like a dove
We could watch it fly and just keep looking up

This time we’re not giving up
Let’s make it last forever
Screaming “hallelujah”
We’ll make it last forever

And we’ve got time on our hands
(We’ve got time) Got nothing but time on our hands
Got nothing but, got nothing but
(We’ve got time) Got nothing but time on our hands

This time we’re not giving up
Oh, let’s make it last forever
Screaming “hallelujah” (hallelujah)
Hallelujah

so i guess all we were doing was prolonging the inevitable. but i can’t explain why it hurts so bad. maybe because i realize that this is the last time. yeah, maybe that’s it..

you just let me go.

and you. you are pathetic. you act like i’m out to hurt you. lol, all i’ve been trying to do is to get you to not “fall for me” again. you knew what you were getting into, so don’t act as if i didn’t warn you about anything. you’re just stuck in your own world. all you care about is yourself. don’t even say that i care about myself, because i’m the one trying to get YOU away from me, because i know what will happen. i tried to let go before, and you wanted me in your life. all you do is get jealous at me if i talk about some other guy, you give me stupid comments, and when i ask you to tell me what you’re thinking you tell me, but you give me NO time to explain. when i get mad, you give me no time to cool off, until you make me mad again. i delete you off of everything. i want nothing to do with you because of the way you talk to me. as if i’m some kind of slut. “you got another guy already?” lol.. you cry if everything doesn’t go your way. how come you never think about how i feel? you think that the way i’m acting towards you is how i really am? well it’s not, and if you actually believed it was, then i guess getting to know me the past six months was useless. and it shows that you know nothing about me. so all the bullshit about actually waiting, how you love me, how you want me in your life.. it’s all a lie. i realized that a long time ago. when was the last time i said i loved you? lol.. that’s long gone.

haven’t you learned that love is pain? maybe you’re just blind.

“In this weird, twisted kinda way, I know you miss me liking you. Not because I want to believe it was true, but because you’ll never find a girl that cared as much as I did, that can put up with you as much as I did, that would waste as much love on you like I did.”

“Don’t blame him for calling, you’re the one who keeps picking up.”

“You know what, fuck you. When she forgets you, don’t remember me, because I’ll be trying my hardest to forget you.”

“And yet again she’s laying in bed with her eyes too blurred to read her screen, the messages flooding in from the boy who broke her heart, saying he wants to see her again.”

“I just hope one day you see me, and your heart stops, and you realize what you could’ve had this whole time.”

“And I’ve lost so much trust, I’m not even sure if the sun will rise tomorrow.”

“There’s just something about you that I’m scared to lose because I know I won’t find it in anybody else.”

“Maybe we’re too young and I don’t even know what’s real. But I know I’ve never wanted anything so bad. I’ve never wanted anyone so bad.”

“You said you never meant to hurt me, but that doesn’t make it right. You said you were wrong and apologized way too many times but that doesn’t make it okay. So listen, when I say it’s alright, its not. When you see the tears falling from my eyes, that means I’m not okay, I’m not that strong but I guess I should have seen it coming all along.”

“I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to lose something you never really had.”

“Go ahead and kiss her, just make sure you do it when I’m looking, so you can stab the knife in a bit deeper.”

“Her hands are in her pockets, he’s talking to his friends. They stand in a crowded room at once; they’re both on separate ends. She glances at his being; a smile lights her face. She doesn’t let anyone know, but her heart is beginning to race. She turns back to her friends now, pretends it doesn’t occur, and as she turns away from him, she swears she saw him turn to her.”

“I saw him staring at me, not glancing, but blatantly staring, and I wondered if he was just staring at the wreckage he created or if maybe, just maybe, he regretted it.”

“Do you ever sit and think, what if?
What if you had never said the first hello, or what if your paths never crossed?
What if you kept your mouths shut and just let things pass?
What if you just had five more minutes,
what if you could turn back time and make it all stand still,
where would your life be?
Better? Worse? Less confused? More confused?
Happier? Or sadder?”

“The truth is, I gave my heart away a long time ago, all of it, and I never really got it back.”

“I’m slowly losing faith in you. I need you to show me you need me in your life, before I disappear completely.”

“it’s more like you need a game to play. so here’s my heart. go ahead. play.”

“i like .. how currently you’re the bulk of my inbox. how you invade my dreams. how your saved text messages still make me smile. when i can’t wait to tell you something radical. how you’re always happy when you speak to me. most of all: i like being someone’s happiness.”

“i like the way you make me feel even when you’re no where near.”

“i never knew it was possible to miss someone so terribly.”

“it hurts to know .. you’ll never remember the things i’ll never forget.”

“i love you. not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday, right now – at this very moment. i realized something, i need you. i trust you. i admire you. i want you, and you can be wrong a lot of the time, and we can fight and get mad at each other, but nothing, nothing in this world can change the fact that i love you.”

“i don’t believe that true love means letting go. because true love means loving more than enough that you would never even think of leaving at all.”

“and that’s the thing about boys. every time they do something cute you fall half in love with them. and then you never know where the hell you are.”

“i like you. i really do. but i’m scared ..”

“i am silent now for you have stolen my breath. it is yours to keep.”

“don’t know where the hell i’m going, but, i’m going after you.”

“1:00 am      i’m still awake.
1:01 am      you’re in my head.
1:02 am      i think of your eyes.
1:03 am      i smile.
1:04 am      i try to sleep again.
1:20 am      you’re still in my head.
1:30 am      get out of my head.
1:40 am      i still can’t sleep.
2:00 am      i think of your lips.
3:00 am      i’m tired.
4:00 am      you. you. you.
5:00 am      you’re still in my head.
6:00 am      you’re in my heart.
7:00 am      i finally fall asleep.
8:00 am      i get ready for school.”

“i don’t want phenomenal love confessions and expensive gifts and romantic moonlit walks and songs you wrote just for me and call every five minutes to tell me you miss me. i simply want you. for the rest we’ll see.”

“just because they can’t feel it too, doesn’t mean that you have to forget.”

“you were so nice that i was afraid i’d hurt you. so all i did was love you. i don’t know what happened. you just disappeared.”

“i don’t want to fall to the ground, i want to fall in love.”

“sometimes, you have to try not to care, no matter how much you do. because, sometimes, you mean nothing to someone who means everything.”

“and it kills me to know that i can’t be there with you.”